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I had to read that three times I was like why they wrote that twice

(Copy and pasted) The uke has always been a perverted person who’s been denying himself bc he’s afraid of what ppl will think of him the seme never hid anything so he’s already broken with no reason to live , his only reason to keep going was this checklist he made the day he met the uke at the end of the checklist he said he wanted to be remembered by uke , now that he’s accomplished that he believes that they’ll be together forever in life and death. Even if the uke wasn’t promiscuous this was always gon be the ending for them bc they r both fucked in the head lol theirs some more that goes on in the story but the main thing is that it makes the uke uncomfortable how alike because he has to face his true nature.

WAIT WHAT HUH?@?&???

Read it here for now... instead of suffering, LoL

https://yaoimangaonline.com/bad-apple-by-hanse-uncensored-eng/24/

ily you're such a life saver bbg

yes there are less than 10 chapters left

for the end i mean

That was THE end!??
I read the raws and i for sure thought that was just the end of the season. It felt so sudden and abrupt and rushed
The story has so much more potential that to end it that way

link dont work

https://mangamammy.ru/manga/varigari/
The first one works perfectly for me idk why it isnt working for u but this one should do

i just had a scour of all my usual sources and google lensed it - it's her work bc she's posted plenty of it on her twt before, but she posted it on like a paywall korean artist blog platform so not the usual webtoon publisihing platforms which may be why I haven't been able to find any websites apart from ur russian one and a couple other russian sites that mirrored it

Ohhh no wonder why i wasnt able to find any english translations, can u drop the author's twt btw?

Pls how do i read it, the russian site dont work

i think this is the one where the author said that if they find illegal translations of it, they will take down the whole comic from the site

ig thats why it hasnt been picked up in english. bc no one will shut up about it then and it will get back to the author and then it'll stop updating

https://x.com/lx7p7, whenever u wanna look up information about a manga or manhwa just go on mangaupdates bc they have all the information ud ever want

AAAA helyea i knew it!

No they're not and this one is manga and dark heaven is manhwa

Nope, looked it up, thinking it was the same person, just has a similar art style or was inspired by Dark Heaven, I guess. https://x.com/osogohan

OOOOOOHHHHH oh my gosh, the resemblance is uncanny but this one seems like a good work regardless hehe!

Eh, looks like I was wrong, I'm not 100% sure. Someone said it was a pen name. Anyway, it looks like a good story

some1 said mc got rape the entirety of the novel by the ml until he got Stockholm syndrome, ending was MC got gang raped by the people who assaulted the ML when he was 14, MC got hospitalized bcs it was so bad he was out for 2 days after that he just accepted to be with the ML. Save yourself there's no love trope in this one.

Holy shit...it's that bad?

yeppp and apparently one of the side stories the mc got fucked by a dog but they had to change it, but ive js heard this idk how much is true but its def not love or cutesy

Did Juyeon planned it again for the second gangrape or not? .-.

umm im not sure sorry ive just copied what someone said but probably icl because everyone says juyeon continued to treat him like this

i copied another persons comment and here u go but its real long:
The story only continues to descend into deeper psychological and physical torment. Eventually, the uke chooses to stay with the seme, not out of love or healing, but due to long-term manipulation and isolation. The seme confines him to a single room and treats him like a pet—literally using pee pads for dogs. The uke, deprived of any meaningful human connection, begins to crave even the seme's abusive touch simply because it's the only form of contact he receives.

He later escapes, only to be gang raped again—this time by people he once considered friends. In a disturbing sequence, the seme recounts the events of their high school history while the uke is being assaulted. To summarize that backstory: the uke and seme attended the same high school, where the uke—along with his friends—raped and humiliated the seme, even distributing videos of the abuse. Eventually, the uke was injured in a fight and lost his memories, which triggered the seme’s elaborate plan for revenge. He intentionally enrolled at the same university to manipulate the uke, despite the latter having no recollection of the past.

After the second assault, the uke is hospitalized with severe injuries, like broken bones, and falls into a coma. During that time, he dreams of their shared past and begins to confront feelings he may have had for the seme—complicated by internalized homophobia. When he wakes up, he panics at the idea of facing further violence and begs the seme to stay with him out of fear. This leads to their continued, toxic entanglement.

The uke begins hallucinating as a result of his trauma and even attempts suicide. The abuse doesn’t end—in fact, the seme resumes degrading him: sending him to school with a vibrator inside him, tying him up in bathroom stalls (mirroring the abuse the seme once suffered), and reasserting control. Eventually, the uke pleads with him not to leave. The story ends with them together, though not in any emotionally healthy or consensual sense of the word.

The novel is undeniably psychological, and how readers interpret it will largely depend on their own values, sensitivities, and understanding of trauma. On one hand, it's true that the uke committed horrific acts as a teenager, and the seme’s desire for revenge is not entirely unfounded. On the other hand, the uke's amnesia removes the possibility of true reckoning, making the seme’s retaliation more like prolonged sadism than actual justice. Even a character within the story tells the seme he’s gone too far.