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I really don't get the mc, he dumps his boyfriends for being crappy in bed/ small dicks, then hooks up with a big dick guy but doesn't want to date him just have sex with him, then after going on a blind date and getting rejected by big dick guy he starts chasing big dick guy, and despite only being with him for his big dick (literally it's the only reason he's given for dating him) he's disappointed and tries to break up with big dick guy for saying he's dating him cus it's fun. Like he's letting all these rumors get to him and chooses to not believe like anything big dick says because he's not going into heavy detail, like they've been together for a few days to a few weeks at most and mc wants to know everything about everything regarding big dick.
To me it honestly feels like mc is falling genuinely in love with big dick guy and is panicked and scared cus he's never liked someone this much and is honestly just looking for a reason to break up. Like honestly what kinda person says "I can't just date someone for fun" knowing damn well you've dumped various boyfriends for having small dicks?? Like sir the only reason you're with these people is to see if they'll give u a good time then you haul ass if the dick ain't fire???? But big dick being a fuckboy is where he's like WOAHHH???