
If y’all confused I would say de-read ch 39. It don’t clear up everything but help me try to understand why Eugene stabbed himself. First off let’s not forget that Eugene overthinks everything. That’s one of his traits that would annoy me in the earlier chapters. Second of all let’s not forget all the trauma he has cuz of the priest. Soemthing similar to Stockholm syndrome. The priest not only killed his parents in front of him, but in his fear to survive he thought he had to live him. Now here comes a new guy into his life, experiences new feelings/emotions. But that other blonde vampire shows up confusing our poor Eugene that his still in the same position he was in when he was under the priest. I guess he wanted freedom a new beginning. Since they’re linked/connected, Primus felt what Eugene did. The priest clearly took that opportunity of weakness/distraction to imprison Primus.
Well that’s how I’m making sense of it. Pretty sure all the other technical aspects will be explain later on. I’m just glad this isn’t a season final, cuz that cliff hanger. I need more. I’m assuming after some time of freedom Eugene realized he wasnt in the same situation with Primus as he was with the priest, and realized he did “love” him? That’s why he came back to save his man & finally complete his revenge on the priest?