this is actually a really realistic and accurate depiction of relationships (especially their monologues imo). i've been jihoon and i've been soojoong. i've been the winner i've been the loser. while, yes, i do think soojoong deserves so much better, but the fearful avoidant in me also can't help but understand jihoon at times. i am an avoidant, i've also been with other avoidants. its complicated. the push and pull, the second guessing, the leaving and the silence. its never linear, its complicated, its real life.










the seme isnt that bad but ngl a big of his personality just comes from him being mega rich