beta
y’all life is so tiring idk everything’s so lame, so depressing. i don’t understand how people are happy, how people just live normally. i feel horrible for not being able to just be okay n having to be high every fucking time on pills, how depressed and tired do you have to be to steal pills and *beg* people for it. honestly, hope iran bomb the shit out of my house so i’m not struggling anymore. like bitch i try to get better by coping with bad things, then get addicted to pills n sh now im just fucking doomed and can’t deal with anything anymore. this is not only ridiculous, but lame AND cringe to be doing this at such a grown age. ridiculous