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she has the emotions of a human, she's entitled to feel that way as she was forced to be in the game, and she clearly said since day 1 that she doesnt want to be in the game, and as far as her experiences in the real world, i get why she's been acting like this. so i get why she's made all the decision so far. i love her fierceness, her wit, her bravery, and i love her vulnerability. at this point in the chapter, it looks like she just doesn't care anymore. frustrating it may be, but i get it.
but yes, i want to cry for eckles, i have a read a few spoiler about what happened to him, and it did not give him justice. this is what i actually hate the most in this.