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I….I think….I think I’m getting too old for this shit. It felt like I was having a heart attack. I’ve read stuff where the suspense and angst kept you on your toes, but it’s NEVER been like what it was these last few chapters. My heart has never jumped out of my chest like this while reading something. And was it just me or with the flow of these last few chapters and the set up of the scenes, didn’t it feel like you were watching this play out instead of reading it?? Is it just me??