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I’m starting to get annoyed by readers who think this backstory being revealed was made for people to like jaekyung a bit or more so think it would make people forgive his recent actions.

This was never about making him the good guy. This was making people understand how he is flawed and the way he became to be as an imperfect character. Ya’ll genuinely CAN continue to dislike or hate him even! but invalidating his pain? that’s where we disagree. Just because we see Dan’s suffering first doesn’t mean Jaekyung’s suffering is irrelevant.

You honestly can skip the backstory if you hate him so much and have the right in refusing to understand him but don’t come at the comments about how the backstory is only an attempt to make us forgive or pity him. We not about to read stories like this if we want to like every character, if you do then pls don’t don’t read this genre of bl. We don’t need a rain check how he’s a lowly human being and how he’s the spawn of the devil.

Season 1: The tragedy of two soulmates. Aeroc’s pride and kloff’s prejudice against nobles. Both making the wrong choices, misunderstandings, hatred, loathing, and immeasurable pain. A life that only moves in misery.
Season 2: The gift to aeroc. This is the life he deserves from what he went through. Where all the wrong choices from the first are made right to be together. A happy life with no tragedy, only them, their children, and love all around (even for rapiel). A life that apologized to poor aeroc of the first life and allowed him to be the happiest.
Season 3: Kloff’s punishment. Knowing who and what he destroyed. Witnessed the true beauty of his soulmate aeroc. How his prejudices were far from reality. Regrets and realization. Love that carried pain from knowing he could never apologize to the past aeroc. A bittersweet life that was a constant reminder of his sins.

Every lifetime is proof that they were always meant to cross paths, truly soulmates. For Aeroc, his life growing up as a noble played a part in shaping who he was. The need to be perfect and perceived by others as such but there are many sides to him. He’s actually a shy and gentle soul. He made a desperate choice because he could not deal with his feelings of jealousy. And that was a mistake turned into a grave sin. Kloff on the other hand, made the choice to settle down with rapiel because his prejudices against aeroc won despite having feelings for him. His desire to live the perfect life. After the tragedy, his first instinct was for punishment and revenge. But violence towards aeroc only became stronger because it was his self-loathing projected because he somehow still loved this person who did something so unforgivable (this confirms true abt kloff’s thoughts during the fight he had with the alphas when he was about to propose to rapiel, read that event again where he said self-loathing and connect it to the Kloff of the first life). This also true because after aeroc died, not only was he in denial of his death, sometimes rage and hatred as well, he only thought of him until his very own death (to the point he hallucinated he was alive in the cabin). And the Kloff of the third life, knowing he could’ve chose to go with rapiel (if he truly loved him but he didn’t) only made plans to make aeroc his, only to find out how beautiful he was as a person, his prejudices were wrong and that made him mourn and regret more for aeroc of the first life. It only made him realize how he did truly love him but it was too late.

I know people have opinions of this story but it’s truly a masterpiece for me. The rollercoaster of emotions for each of the character, particularly aeroc was such a read for me. The pain was like none other and it was so satisfying, would constantly read this back time and time again. An infinity over 10 rate!