I’ve read it all though I did skimmed through a few chapters bc I don’t got time for allat.
The ending wasn’t a happy one, of course, it’s more of a realistic ending. He’s been drugged multiple times during the gang raped, it surprised you that it only made him wants more. His mind has already been broken and it’s actually would surprise me if he is still sane.
Quitting drugs is not as easy as it looks. You have to lock yourself up for at least a month? I think. So really, the MC has no way of recovering and living a normal life with ML by his side.
Was this extreme? Yes, and sometimes that’s just how it is in this life. I find myself drawn to these type of manhwa, because life isn’t all rainbow and happy endings and it also makes you think.
Anyways, I like how the author represents the drugged feeling. And I want Subin back fr too bad he never got to confess
I also would like to add that this isn’t really similar to reverse thinking. This is wayyyyy more fucked up and extreme. The traumatic experience of watching his men dies.. is actually the one I couldn’t read through, I had to skim through it.
And the drug use here is a lot so, trigger warnings. Like, really a lot and yes when MC chose to be with ML his mind is like, really fucked up. But it’s realistic, yes. I’ve seen true crime cases like this and truly, MC is beyond ‘repair’.
Reverse thinking is more… hmm, light. So far, it doesn’t use drugs, well not yet I guess. So please before reading anything, survey the comments and tags first.
The way the author draw the ussy is SO GOOD UGH not even straight manhwa can beat this holy shit I’ve never want to wank my shit this bad