Yall want her to stay lifeless even though thats what she did in her last life and everything went sht. Sorry it cant be all cloudy and rainy all the time for the fls.
I know yall want angst and a batsht crazy fl that takes her time to develop, but not all authors want that progression.
She is numb because of all that she went through and being a blood sorcerer, like the fortune teller mentioned that the two sorcerers (her and blondie) hopefully resolve the karma in their bloodline or whatevr- so shes gearing towards healing rather than staying on the same path
If no vibe then theres other webtoons where they stay cray cray that yall can enjoy(〜 ̄△ ̄)〜