kurapika

and my thoughts after reread it, its still fucked up but back then i was in denial that akamine was the one who raped the utsumi(?) (the top)
i had some false memory i thought someone did it to him but i guess not AFTER looking at akamines thoughts about saseki(?)

i think the reason why they said this series is good because how complex each characters the author portrayed, i wouldnt say this series romanticized rape, i couldnt call this ‘romance’ either

and i feel like putting akamine as bottom is the best option lmao
this fucked up story and this toxic relationship are the ultimatum of TOXIC YAOI

good story not always about fluff and ‘playing safe’
this story disturb ur moral compass, thats why its a fiction
i think people here should be mature enough to distinguish whats stayed in fiction and what not

also TWs matters so i hope they put or the uploader put something to filtered the audience (as someone w similar trauma experience)

if the author’s last work sacrificed my time, soul, tears to get a happy ending then im fine wirh that AS LONG AS ITS HAPPY ENDING

I DONT LIKE ANGSTY AND CLIFF HANGER/OPEN END