Cheeto-Stick's Questions (5)

Hi so I've been thinking about this oneshot manga i read a long time ago, I'm talking 2015 probably even longer than that, i want to find it again but it's really hard so can someone let me know if they read it too or at least remember it.

It's about a business man who had recently lost his wife but didn't seem to care. One day he gets on the train, i forgot why, but he sees this young teenage girl with short black hair. For some reason the way she looks is familiar and he feels like he's missing something and chases after her. I forgot what happened in between but the girl turns out to be his wife's younger self and he remembers how they met and fell in love and how she struggled with their marriage. He became such a workaholic that he lost sight of what really mattered. He then remembers his wife's face and that she is gone and finally starts to grieve her death.

I'm not sure if this manga is on this website but i think it is. It's about this girl and her neighbor, they both go to the same school and have the same class. She has blonde hair and long bangs at first but cuts them really short later on the story ( she's a shy and introverted character). The guy is popular and flashy with dark hair but he has a secret, he's sick and he's going to die. The girl figures this out and finds out how depressed he is and tries to help him be more hopeful. AND SHE HAS A TALKING BIRD THAT'S ALWAY ON HER SHOULDER. and of course they start dating and stuff. I hope this was clear enough.

I need a manga or webtoon with a lot of blushing and wholesomeness to cleanse my soul, any recommendations?

I tried searching for this BL manga and i can't find it, mainly because I'm impatient lol. It's pretty popular so I'm sure a lot of people know it. It's about a office workers and the main character is in his 40s, he never had a proper relationship and feelings for someone he feels like he's missing something. In comes in the ml and he's around his 30s and is in love with the mc. Then the ml takes him to have pancakes together after the mc mentioned that it must be nice to be a girl because you can intimate without being judged and how he would like to visit a cafe he saw being advertised for their pancakes. This was after a meeting or a business trip i think. And then they start to go to cafes together and try things. And there's more but this should be enough lol. For further description; the mc is super fluffy and cute. He's very bright and everyone at the office enjoys his company because of his kind nature ( he's also the boss ??). Slim , fluffy hair (i think) The ml is tall and has short black hair very muscular. He's also very kind but reserved he cares for the mc a lot <3

I wanna read a sad romance manga or webtoon, does anyone have recommendations?