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Tbh yes I do feel bad for the top cus of his fucked up childhood and shit but at the same time we can't turn a blind eye to rape, knife stabbing and taking the bottom as hostage.
I don't like taking sides I prefer trying to understand both sided and going into the psychology behind their acts, am not saying this to imply that what the top did was right but I kinda feel like the environment he grew up in and the amount of different emotions that made him all flustered and not capable of understanding himself were the circumstances that drove him to do such acts. (Am still not saying that what he did is okey those r literal crimes)
I just wanna hear different opinions about both the bottom and the top without seeing ppl either say that what the top did is okey or saying that it's the bottom's fault I wanna see sm1 calmly trying to explain both sides.