"The bare minimum should disgust you", It does. It does disgust me-how love-deprived I am to put basic decency on a pedestal. But someone who's starving doesn't know what's edible and what's poison. A starving person will take anything. They'll mistake breadcrumbs for a banquet, a passing glance for affection, and silence for peace. Because when you've never known real love, even cruelty wrapped in attention feels like safety. And it's humiliating, how deep the hunger goes, how easily it fools you into gratitude for scraps.
but like instead of love, it's the things cesare provided her (food, house, clothes, etc) which is why i completely understood why she doesn't hate cesare at all.
antagonist so good it made me stop procrastinate and do my homework
for all it's worth i truly do think that their relationship is a tragedy and a good depiction of how poverty can affect relationships. ts actually made me cry dawg, my throat hurts. like, omygod??? reading the backstory made me sad for haesoo. it made sympathise and understand why miss girl stayed with mincheol, because of the memory and hope that maybe the love they once had would return. mincheol still is a piece of shit, the flashback never excused or justifies his abuse towards haesoo, to me, it's more that it helps me understand not only his character, but haesoo's and their relationship too. the flashback doesn't come off as a reason for me to pity mincheol, the only emotion i felt towards him during this was rage and frustration, my pity went all to haesoo
"I like you so much more than I thought" I DON'T GIVE A DAMN BRU SAY SORRY APOLOGIZE GROVEL AT HER FEET
until Cesare apologizes, atones, i don't know, grovels at her feet for forgiveness and genuinely regrets all the shit he did to her, i will not fucking accept him as the ml. this will not be a rofan novel to me, but a fucking psychological horror where adele has stockholm syndrome.
ADELE I BELIEVE IN YOU DON'T GIVE IN TO THAT BASTARD CLOCK HIS SHIT MAKE HIM BEG!!!!!!!? RAAAAAAAHHHHHH
do you guys have any recommendations for yaoi with dilfs as the top/bottom? I don't care if there's no sex scene or anything like that, just as long as there's a dilf in there
He looks like a father of three doing finances in his office while his kids watch TV
for someone like haesoo who hesitates and overthinks too much, taeha's a good match for her cuz he seems to know everything abt her w/o her saying anything (body language, facial expressions, etc) which won't cause unnecessary misunderstandings in the future. if there are, im 1000% sure it's on purpose cuz of taeha
is renri transgender or are they non-binary? To my perspective at least, they seem to be under the non-bi spectrum
do you guys have any recommendations for acting and idol stories? like act age or debut or die