i get the author is going for a "this person is fucking crazy" character so i'm going to stick with it unless it gets tacky, i'm allowing the benefit of the doubt
this is my favorite manga and i hope they continue it because i love it, i know there are better mangas out there in terms on complex drawings and plot (trust me, i read and loved Berserk) but this one just warms my heart, it's such a pretty story with well-written characters
he's incredibly freaked out