
A person’s childhood really affects the direction that a kid grows into, especially Jaekyung’s. Do I feel sorry for him? Yes! Does it excuse the person he is now? HELL NO!!! I really wish that he would heal internally as he was a kid that grew up without love, rather with hatred and brute force. Because of his fathers temperaments and bad habits, it forced him to be more of an aggressive person towards his goals, masking his true motivation while boxing to be a “jinx” —> sleeping with people.. I’m not sure if masking is a way to explain it. It feels as if after his father’s death, instead of his resentment towards his father being used to fuel towards his matches— he started to use other people to fill in the void that eats away his heart?? correct me!

I hope you guys know that Clodan didn’t want to kill her babies during her pregnancy just out of savagery… He’s a damn “doctor” and is well aware that they were both beasts/monsters now. (ik it was wrong of him to turn her w/o consent) But they controlled their impulses as they are grown human beings that know wtf they doin. If Clodan was right about her pregnancy being off and that they were really lil monsters, they would RIP her womb and stomach open and kill her, the only one that Clodan had. This wasn't the outcome but it’s what he feared. Please see to my explanation!!!
ML is **UNREADABLE.** I need to be spoiled on whether or not he is a good guy in order to not drop this.(▰˘◡˘▰)