I’m so fucking hooked on this, from the first moment I’ve been like sam-myong shi just give him your empty words, you can literally act as the king cuz he listens to you, like all he wants from you is your hollow words and sex, he’s not even torturing you or rude unlike most historical bl seme, he is slightly crazy but cherishes you and takes care of you. It’s good at least big bro told you to train him, he really is just a stray puppy starved for your attention. You’re even free to roam around and do whatever as long as you’re by his side. I’m happy that the author promised us a happy ending fr. And that childhood story actually did make me cry, seme had such a hard life man, you were literally his only reason to stay alive and the reason he survived in the first place, heck, even I would’ve been obsessed with you if it were me in the king’s place. He really never had anyone except you his whole life. I get you treated him almost like your own son and you feel like a mother hen, but as of ch 22 you finally acknowledge his feelings as a grown man now. Ah I can’t wait and see what happens next, ngl I think the big bro will be sleezy.
I went through so many stages of grief while reading this. Even though we have tried to normalise this shit since like ch 15, it’s still messed up. Just to make it work, it tried to make uke seem crazy but it doesn’t make sense and isn’t fair. I honestly feel bad for Sungjae hyung, like dude is in a fucked up situation from the start and doomed to be lonely all his life lmao. He’s the only decent person here. Honestly it felt like I read a lighter version of killing stalking mixed with gender blender. Bruh what a waste of time and patience.
Ngl, Jaeul (bottom) character desigh reminds me of Han Noah from Plave and the top is too much like Hamin. I donno whether it was intentional. But I enjoyed the character designs, specially the uke is beautiful. I feel so bad for the seme tho, TT this dude is literally gonna go into depression fr. Wish they could find a middle ground. Ngl, I was waiting for uke to try out vanilla and realize he likes being babied and spoiled. That would’ve turned out sweet TT.







Ain’t no way you teased me with such a small chapter when here I was all ready with my bottle of lotion and tissue