Big fat rant
















Im on chapter 93 where he finally reunites with
eirin/aileen or whatever and like he just gets rejected by the girl that practically abandoned him even know she knew he has rlly bad attachment issues bcs of the whole issue with his parents, but nonetheless he waits and YEARNS for her without even hearing anything from her WHYY DIDNT SHE SAY ANYTHING TO HIM AT ALL like i get that she wants to go back to her og family but cant she atleast send ONE letter to richard she did it for that orphanage director guy????, but anyways im getting off track—so he gets rejected, and then the MURAL he spent YEARS on and just finally finished recently get destroyed by her hot tempered father and i feel so bad scrolling bcs like you can see him in the background clutch the remains of his broken mural AND I FEEL SOOO BADDD, and then he figures out that his dad lied about the adoption papers and he was led to believe that eirin agreed to be his family then straight up left even though eirin didnt agree at all, AND THEN THE DOLLS OMGG he literally paid so much for those and treasured those dolls and he was devastated at the fact that his sanctuary was being destroyed so carelessly as if that wasnt the thing that literally brought him so much comfort while eirin was gone and TO TOP THIS SHIT SUNDAE OFF I COME TO FIND OUT THAT HES NOT EVEN GONNA BE THE MALE LEAD WHAT THE HELLLL IM GONNA FUCKING BLOW UP I THOUGHT RHAT SOMEHOW ALL HIS SUFFERING WOULD BE WORTH IT BCS HES GONNA END UP WITH EIRIN AND BE HAPPY WITH HER BUT WHAT THE FUCKKK

Justice for richard, man:( if no one want him i do

I mean im not entirely against him being the ML like i wouldnt be mad if he was but it feels a little incesty if that makes sense ( ̄へ ̄)like we already established that their like siblings so I feel like it would feel odd if they ended up together, I like the little found family(ish) brother and sister dynamic they have and i hope it stays that

Also i heard that the weird guy from his dreams is the ml i hope we know more about him in future chapters!!! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

Idk if its just me but like my gut feeling is telling me that ji-ho or whatever his name is (black-haired guy) never actually did any of those things thay the bitch step sister said he did. idk he just seems so like genuinely inlove with nadia but im not sure also i have reason to suspect he also like went back in time just like nadia esp in that star gazing chapter, and also he seems like he hates her family aswell so theres a chancee

18. ITS SO GOOD SJSHDGZHA HURRY AND UPDATE PLS (i'll wait tho tyt)

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I lowkey feel so bad for estella, shes like "obligated" to make up for the troubles her future self did even tho the her who is currently here isnt the really at fault. It must feel so shitty being blamed for things you didnt do and i cant even begin to imagine the amount of guilt shes feeling after she "supposedly" hurt the one she had an 5yr unrequited love for esp since she didnt even do anything (/TДT)/

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