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"I lost." lost to what? On making him yours? On making him your play thing?
Perhaps on thinking that you could have him without developing feelings?
Its unclear what you lost to dude.
How is having Dan compare to losing.
You lost because you're actually thinking that you were selfish all those times for once in your life.
Who needs more groveling? I know I do because if this is all the development he's getting, it's horseshit. Oh that's right, he's horse face.