The way I'm fucking sobbing. I understand now why he went crazy obsessive and bat shit crazy. T^T this is so fucking sad! I can't! This doesn't excuse Chang Geon's evil behavior and being a shitty ruler... His assault.. Confining Samyeong! He didn't deserve this!
ㅁ "I don't want to be seperate from you... I... I fear living without you, hyungnim. I don't know if I can... live by myself... I'm afraid."
ㅁ "When you are afraid, believe in the years we spent in the strength of our tie. Believe in the fact that I believe in you."
Literally bawling my eyes out! This is so heartbreaking! 。°(°.◜ᯅ◝°)°。
Chapter 40 is probably the saddest chapter in this whole story. I'm glad it implied what his brother forced him to do and didn't show it.
*lies in a fetal position crying*