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But also, I really hate to admit it, but I can kinda relate to Minwoo the psycho, in that I wonder how most emotions feel like.
For example, we were struck by an earthquake recently and I felt like I was tripping seeing the pandemonium around me while I was just there-not-there. I do already feel like an alien on the daily but that feeling gets even more pronounced when something is happening to the collective like that because I can see and I observe in other people what I should be feeling but I just...can't. Did I hit my head as a baby or something
There should be research about this in human psychology though I forgot what they're called or which types would be more relatable for you. Like you can try researching about disassociation, imposter syndrome, apathy, EQ, disconnection etc. (Disconnection I kind of remember being said as common due to technology. Screens showcasing whats happening and the reality of that other side of the world creates a de-sync connection between the mind and what you watch, numb and easily ignored just by scrolling away. Also Disassociation and Disconnection can mix and occur together for some) There's a lot, one or some of these could relate to you, you'll have to discover that yourself or seek another (whether a therapist or an internet medical nerd, whichever you want). Mine's on the simple tech disconnection feeling
god i love psychology so much
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