
Can somebody suggest me stories like this where seme has only ever loved uke and does anything in his power to get the uke idc how fucked up it is

Warehouse, Hogu Hagyeongsu, Kokoro O Korosu Houhou (most of this author's stories are fucked up), A Tree Without Roots (ongoing).
You could've also try Reverse Thinking and Indomitable Champion if the "love" part isn't mandatory.
The suggestions and lists on these usually have similar stories. These are just the ones I tagged ad extra fucked up.

A real messed up one I would like to recommend is a doujinshi by Harada, called "Mienai Kusari". The ship is Gintoki x Harajika from Gintama. You don't need to have read/watched it to read this. It's a black flag yandere, hardcore, Stockholm syndrome kind of smut. Is it love, or just crazy obsession? Up to the reader's interpretation.
I also recommend "Hikizuru Oto", also by Harada. This is an original one shot. Childhood friends, and one is a yandere.

A real messed up one I would like to recommend is a doujinshi by Harada, called "Mienai Kusari". The ship is Gintoki x Harajika from Gintama. You don't need to have read/watched it to read this. It's a black flag yandere, hardcore, Stockholm syndrome kind of smut. Is it love, or just crazy obsession? Up to the reader's interpretation.
I also recommend "Hikizuru Oto", also by Harada. This is an original one shot. Childhood friends, and one is a yandere.

Omg what's up with people calling this iconic and good???!!! I read till 20 chp it was really good but then i jumped to chapter 75 something till 84 and i saw jinha fucking someone else i was so hurt it felt so bad i was so sad i wasted so much of my time i like loyal obsessive seme and i thought it was just this but oh god was i deceived my day is ruined and i will continue to think about this cheating shit pls reply to this comment and argue or discuss with me lol i cant take this alone i need emotional support

Why are manga makers so prone to illnesses or injuries something bad is always going on in their life maybe it's a cursed career

It's not a curse or anything complicated. It's simply that publishers don't let them rest enough. The right to rest is an unfamiliar concept in Japan and Korea (so much so that deaths from overwork have unfortunately become common). If you add the health problems that come with being an artist, these things happen. It's been proven that Japanese mangaka live shorter lives than the national average. Things are a little better than they were a few decades ago (publishers used to be very strict and wouldn't budge. You had to draw no matter what), but they still need to improve and avoid reaching the point of taking hiatuses due to health problems.
Okay this is completely unrelated but it took me more than 2 days to complete reading this and it was only 70 chp long and then i hear people say how they binge read stuffs like this which has about 100 so chps i dont understand how i am always so tired after completing any form of fiction so i really wanna know how u guys binge read n shi