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I hate that the top was left anxious and wondering until the very end, and I also hate how the bottom was so cold, like even when the story was already about to end he didn’t care enough to ask anything about the top’s past life with the band lol. I have to say the top is honestly a beautiful baby, and every time he cried I cried too because you could really feel his emotions. I hate that even at the end Mokhwa couldn’t say “I love you.” From season 3 onward it felt like the author didn’t really know where to go with the story. The whole thing about buying the café felt so random and out of place because the previous seasons didn’t have that kind of absurd stuff. I think the author wanted to keep the bottom loyal to his boss until the very end.
Any BL novel with a revenge plot?
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/checkmate_1/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/a_declaration_of_revenge/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/antidote_harusari/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_place_where_the_wind_blows/ (Kinda)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/where_the_dragon_s_rain_falls/ (Kinda)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/a_proxy_painter/
Thanks :)
Information taken from a forum where they were discussing the ending of the novel:
So llic and Sayan been together for 20yrs (10yrs then timeskip to another 10yrs)
Ilic doesn't seem to see it as a full romance, he never said I love you to sayan but he knows after so many years that Sayan is his partner.
Now llic has a dream and in the end of the dream Sayan dies, he wakes up.
So at the end of the story he's with Sayan (alive) beside him but he's thinking that all the things in the dream are happening in reality. So to put it this way, its foreshadowing that Sayan is to die sometimes shortly after the ending of the novel. It's also bittersweet because Sayan loves IIic but llic never really seem to be in love but the same he was (its kinda hard put, you would need read the novel to understand). [EDIT: oh I found the perfect phrase for this, it's that llic will never love Sayan the way Sayan wants him to love him despite them being together for so long]
Some say he did die at the end but either way Sayan does dies despite him being alive at the end. It's also mention how he's sick but do keep in mind, at this time they are old
Can u give me the novel link pleeeeeasee
It’s only in Korean, I think the platform was Bomtoon
Oh okay thank you tho
for me, with the additional information from you, I can just see Ilic being in terms with his life with Sayan and being with him is the norm now and feeling like love and etc with how long they've been together is in the shadows, but ofc sayan is crazy so he's diff but I truly am guessing that at some point Ilic does realize he loves Sayan BUT with how long theyve been he never tells it or idk, im making up stuff atp bcs I was waiting for ilic to say ily to sayan back but idk
I have the novel and Sayan doesn't die.
And Ilic loves Sayan in his own way, where the fuck did you take this information ??
It's false