
i need a good tearjerker bl smth like one sided but one of them gets hurt or smth or they leave

https://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/2514944/
these leave ur mouth wide open

Here’s a lesser known one that’s good https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/yakuza_wo_shibatte_ii_desu_ka/

im looking for smth like jinx and dangerous convenience store i want the top to be begging to come back and i want it to be really romantic and smutty at the same time yk? :3

Sugar Rain
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sugar_rain/
Waterside Night
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/night_by_the_sea/
The Third Ending
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_third_ending/
My Bias Appeared?!
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/my_bias_appeared/
Sweet Spot (se yang)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sweet_spot_se_yang/
Yours to Claim
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/yours_to_claim/
Define The Relationship
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/define_the_relationship/
Painter of the Night(Yahwacheop)
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/yahwacheop/
Duke's Private Tutor
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/duke_s_private_tutor/

i need me a bl that like starts off as like one sided physical relationship but like the other guy starts feeling stuff for the other dude but the guy leaves him but the ither guy begs and shi. I need smth romantic and smutty plss :3
My dicord is starprxject btw :3

Try 'Jinx'
It's got all you said but a truck load of trauma and sex scenes border r@pe and the top is absolute trash and rn we're at the point where the bottom has left him and top is following him around trying to get him back. There hasn't been any groveling yet but the author has promised it'll come in the future chapters.
Art is good.
i forgot which bk it was but the only part i remember was when the top gets beat up by his dad after he came out and i think the top came from like a rich familyand he has a brother and he has a good relationship with his grandma and they told him to ask his grandma for her permission for wedding i think?
Stranger than friends - Tak & Sanho's side story
If you want my opinion, it's not worth your time.
Really???
Yup
It's super r*pey and toxic drawn in way that's supposed to be fluffy