ren's feed

At this point I'm convinced that Kim's delusion and "love" is a coping mechanism to survive the emotional and sexual abuse that he's been through bc of jaekyung, like there is no other explanation. Him constantly KNOWING how Jaekyung payed for everything simply for Kim to be a tool and yet still falling in love ???? NAH THATS SOME MENTAL ILLNESS, THATS SOME TRYING NOT TO HAVE A FULL BLOWN MENTAL CRISIS TYPE BEAT, NOT TRYING TO GET THE SHIT BEAT OUT OF ME KINDA VIBE, I'm so tired and yet here I am