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This is mostly a rant bc I doubt anyone ik will see this but lately I’ve been thinking about my relationship with my bf. I probably seem like a bad person for this but I’m just really bored of this relationship and I feel horrible for feeling this way. But there are also times where I enjoy being him and regret feeling that way. Ik I don’t have the courage to bring this up with him or break up with him so thinking all of this is useless. Ik if I break up with him I’ll be lonely and probably won’t get into another relationship but there’s another part of me that thinks I’ll get over it soon. Idk if that’s just me trying to cope or what but I’ve just been feeling very confused lately and I can’t talk about this with anyone. Rereading this thread, it doesn’t even sound like a huge problem lol but it’s something that has been weighing on me.