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- Carol - The Secret of Us (Thai Series) - Amar a Muerte (just type Juliantina on youtube and watch the whole playlist, it's a compilation of clips of the couple. You don't need to watch the show Amar a Muerte, just watch the Juliantina playlist) - Maitino playlist on youtube. (Maite and Camino are the couple) - Affair the Series (Thai Series)   1 reply
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I've never seen this before, but I am CRAVING for it. So, in my dynamic, there's a top and a bottom. The top tops like 95 percent of the time. But he bottoms occassionally (rarely) every now and then. Seeing the top give in sometimes is so hot to me. There's also the surprise element when you are really not expecting it. Of course, I want the c......   reply
30 06,2025
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SaYe without a doubt. SaYe is one of those stories that feels so real. The author, WuZhe, transports you to an isolated, dilapidated town in the middle of nowhere with two main characters at the heart of it all. Not to mention the fantastic side cast who are equal parts hilarious and unforgettable. The two MCs feel like real, actual people. Not ......   2 reply
29 04,2025

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Sorry for the long post you guys, but I really needed some insights from y'all to untangle my own psychology about BL. Maybe you guys can give me your insights as well!

I am trying to put into words why
I like BL. At first, I thought it was wish fulfillment without a woman being in the equation. When I ask women why they enjoy BL, they say they like seeing men express emotions, love and sexuality without women being in the equation. Because women in her media usually take on a weaker role, feminine role, maybe sexual violence against her is shown.

Women consuming BL don't have to deal with that 'ick' feeling of seeing another woman. I thought to myself, okay, maybe I just don't like seeing women in my romances. Maybe I do want wish fulfillment of a romance with only two men. And the point of reading a romance for me is to experience all the romantic emotions without actually doing anything sexual.

But then I look at the stuff I typically like -

Two huge masculine men

Reversible couples

Masculine bottom x Pretty looking top

Theoretically I should like the typical small uke x big top dynamic since that would match my preferences more in real life. I have no desire to dominate a man and would rather be submissive. I wonder why it is I like the stuff I like.

So I'd like you all to share your thoughts so I know how you think.
27 days

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did eat food

why am i such a glutton

1 hours
did read 1000 manga or more

at 1.5k but honestly i cant keep up anymore ive read so much that ill sometimes reread entire stories only to realize i already finished it

7 hours
did read 1000 manga or more

Im currently at 356 mangas

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