
can someone tell me why it's so hard for her to tell him about her family? she didn't really grow up in a mafia family since her parents died young so there's no real mafia political turmoil that will happen with him knowing about her past. maybe i'm just too dense to get why?

There's absolutely politics involved. If her whole family was killed on a hit, that hit doesn't expire. Depends on WHY they were killed and by who of course, but she seems to suspect that his family might have even been involved. So if it came out here family was labeled as traitors or rats or something, her life would be in danger and he would be "obligated" by mafia law to report her existence to his uncle basically

oh if people tried getting revenge on me just by the way i've looked at them? i would have so many enemies. my resting face looks evil but i harbor no ill intentions! crazy that a single look into the eyes and then a look away got her to feel so much despair, she didn't even say anything to her lmao!
someone who has read the novel spoil me pls, does she leave and he follows or does she stay?
Well it's not exactly a spoiler cause there are two instances that are already shown for that but I'll mark spoilers in case
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Since she's originally from this world itself, and from the previous flashback we saw couple chapters ago of her almost dying in hospital, she'll stay here. Towards the end, she does go back to that irl world for a closure but that's like towards the special side story of the novel so there's still time
cool thank you! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶