
I almost forgot that this isn't only something to goon over but a story with very serious takes at times.
I love how anxious both of them are because even though they trust each other during their playtime, they still haven't closed that gap in their daytime relationship. Courtney doesn't know about the trauma that lays behind Richards desires, so she can't grasp why he is so hesitant. On the other hand, Richard still seems to be not convinced that Courtney actually enjoys their BDSM relationship now. Which isn't even that far fetched if you consider that he kinda forced her into it.
Both don't know the thoughts of the other - unlike us readers.

What if the memories he has now are also wrong. What if he was the one who killed his father. We saw that he has these weird blank moments where he tried to kill Guwon before waking up. What if he had one of these moments and killed his dad.
I mean, he clearly was in and out of consciousness because of his head wound. And the things he remembers know might just be some sort of protection mechanism of his mind.

I honestly think so too. We’ve been shown his memories are messed up, and guwon has never lied to the main character out right, either (he’s too dumb for that lol). The way the author didn’t show the attacker’s face in the beginning or the corpse’s face seems deliberate to confuse us. So, I don’t think we can say what really happened at this point yet. MC might also be altering his own memories right now due to his fear of guwon (so he’s just projecting the images of his father getting killed in there)
I also could just be in denial, but idc
Glad to see that we are all mad at Viktor for ignoring heart like that. Heart deserves so much better.