Firstly, you've figured out what's likely at the very root of this anxiety - self-doubt and fear of rejection. It often takes people a long time to work that out, so that's impressive. I sense an element of low self-esteem too, which is common in those with social anxiety. E.g., you view these other people as cool and funny, but don't feel acceptin......
Help I can't read smut anymore because I keep fucking seeing integral calculus questions when I'm reading. Like one time a girl is undressing herself and I saw an integration by inverse trigonometric in her tits and organic tutor's voice is ringing in my head. I can't even goon with my imagination since it's much worse, I'm seeing numbers fucking i......
Dance