
Semi spoiler
When they started hurting eachother the first time I felt bad for both of them and when they decided to try being more healthy for eachother I was happy for them. But the second the professor slept with his ex I started to despise him and I still do.
This is gonna sound awful but I low-key wish that mc would've unalived himself that chapter in front of him so that he would live throughout the rest of his life in despair and unable to function so he could suffer through the rest of his life feeling like it was his fault. I could write an entire essay on how I wish he'd suffer but I won't