
unpopular opinion but i always hate when yaoi couples have a seme thats talented, successful, and somehow good at everything meanwhile the uke is always perpetually struggling and literally good at nothing. like having the seme be a mary sue won’t make him more attractive in my eyes, it just makes me feel bad for the uke.

the thing is though, ian is just as good if not better at cooking than eunsan is plus, him being “good” at his job is directly related to ian. aside from that, he’s just an average run-of-the-mill employee. we haven’t been shown any instances of eunsan being particularly remarkable at his job aside from the fact that he got the brand deal with ian, and that was obviously not because of his talent. he didn’t even want the brand deal at first. and his hockey is obviously nowhere near as good as ian. i was using a hyperbole when i said “good at nothing,” but everything that eunsan is supposedly “good at” is either directly dependent on ian or a much worse version of something that ian is much better at. this story is just one example of this kind of dynamic that’s very common in yaois. which is exceptional semes who are uber successful and immediately prodigies at everything that they do, while the ukes are just mediocre at best, if not bad at everything.

I definitely agree that that's a frustrating dynamic to see over and over. Your exaggeration just took me out because I feel like this story is one of a few where the difference between the two isn't too crazy compared to others. Eunsan had a stable job, home, was medicating his condition, had friends, etc, before Ian came into the picture again. I think he deserves more credit than what you've given him. His hockey trauma is the plot device to move the story, while they both work through relationship struggles. How successful Ian is compared to Eunsan doesn't really bother me here because there's no financial dependency there. Nor does the fact Ian is better than Eunsan at hockey because that just means we get to see them interacting outside of a work environment steadily.

yeah eunsan’s circumstances are certainly not the worst of the worst, but i think it’s sad that it’s already considered surpassing expectations that he’s mediocre and not a poor homeless damsel in distress. even though eunsan is not doing terrible by your typical uke standards, i still feel bad for him, especially since ian originally learned hockey from him, but left and became way more successful than him in every aspect. ian essentially lived out eunsan’s dream life, even down to the affection and approval of eunsan’s father, while eunsan was just left behind to become an average office worker and lead a meager life, not to mention get divorced and have his father die without ever being the supportive and loving father figure that he had wanted and been to ian. ian has everything from money, fame, and success, while eunsan has a depressing ass life and anxiety. also, my grievances are not just with eunsan, they’re with ian. the author is trying to paint ian as this benevolent and morally perfect person, along with the recent chapter where idk if she’s tryna insinuate that he’s some football prodigy too. so yeah that’s why i think ian is a mary sue. im just not a big fan of the fact that you can clearly tell the author is only in love with ian, and hence she’s subsequently making him have zero flaws. even with the one instance that ian displayed flawed behavior when he taunted eunsan at his father’s funeral, im sure the author will find a way to explain that later on with some high and mighty justification.

Hmm maybe because I see Eunsan's life as more realistic I don't deem it as overly depressing . For Ian, I hope the author dives more into what he was up to in the years since. I'm sure he has single parent issues he still had to deal with along with his pining. I wouldn't be surprised if the sole reason he cared about hockey at all was because he saw Eunsan playing. Some flaws would definitely be welcome, I'm surprised with how mature he comes off sometimes.

no way yall are bashing mc in these comments… yes he’s not perfect, but how was he supposed to know how ml was feeling when all ml did was bottle up his feelings and never communicate them whatsoever until he gave that shitty text breakup??? then he started talking about some “you’ve always been like this i wish we never met” hoe if you hated him so much why did you stick around for three years and never say anything??? was he supposed to read your mind???? plus mc has literally been doing nothing but reflecting and taking accountability for his actions since his breakup even though ml never told him anything. he’s literally blaming himself for everything to the point where he’s spiralling into a depression and yall still wanna slander his character… hello???????

can someone who has read the raws pls spoil me did he actually lose his memory or is he just faking it? and did he actually kill that person in the past who was dear to uke on purpose or are they gonna make it a misunderstanding??

Even the raws haven't reached that part where we're wondering whether that white head is faking it or not yet. But they seem to be on better terms as of now. The past was partially revealed. It was a misunderstanding for sure. The whole past hasn't been revealed, but it seems like the white head kinda raised the black head(he was a child) and even helped him to get married to a woman. Even at the wedding, they were all happy, but Blackhead's wife died not long after that. She was murdered, and that white-headed dude was at the crime scene. (He probably didn't kill her and the murderer was another person)
And, it seems like the white head has become a mortal in the present time, but I might be wrong because it hasn't been stated explicitly yet. It was like a subtle hint.
the name thing still confuses me tbh.. isnt uno’s name adrian??? and rian is the name that he introduced himself as the first time he and enzo met, so i feel like there’s nothing special about enzo calling him rian even tho i feel like it’s made to feel that way. does anyone else feel this??
From what I understand his code name is Uno and his real name is Rian (the blonde) and the black haired one is Enzo which I’m pretty sure is just a short version of Lorenzo which I think is his last name but I have no idea the more I think abt it the more confused I get
Well, Adrian "Killy" Rosebarton (Codename: Uno) introduced himself to Lorenzo “Loren” Stefano as Rian Taylor, his fake identity as an actor in chapter 4, which he's still keeping on, somehow.
Also, Rian is a nickname for Adrian, and Enzo is one for Lorenzo, so it's not that confusing?!
thats not what I was confused about since “rian” is supposedly a nickname for adrian then it’s weird that he would make his fake name so similar to his real name and why the story seems to make it seem dramatic everytime enzo calls him rian despite that name being the one he introduced himself as. like the author is trying to imply that he knows “rian” is his real nickname
Because from the start they've met Enzo never called his name even once implying he is not worth it to remember. If we remember in the chapter 10 Enzo quote " There are clear priorities when it comes to remembering things for me".
It all change when Rian piqued Enzo's interest when he outsmarted Enzo in the chapter 11.
But I think not just "interest", but Rian also managed to stir the heart and mind of his nemesis. (Maybe not in the romantic ways as, of now)
Oh, come on, it's romantic, despite it being his fake name, Enzo's actually calling his nickname. And I think that's not usually a bad idea, according to movies, lol. By using a pseudonym similar to their real name, there's less chance for them to get confused on their missions. Kind of like how cheaters usually avoid calling their lovers' actual names, using honey, sweetie and etc. so they won't mess up by accident.
chill im not attacking the story im literally just asking a question
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?! just read it in a chill tone, man! I'm actually laughing while writing this~
I get that the concept of romance is different for everyone, but personally I find this very romantic... in fictions~
okay that makes more sense
once again i was just asking a question, not criticizing the story. no need to get defensive