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i don’t understand what the collective upset over rein’s hot and cold act is about like yes its fucking annoying but her anxiety and distrust and resentment (the driver) was the product of will’s actions. he did that. what did he think would have been the consequence of his manipulation when despite having his memories will never made the effort to be honest. instead he went out of his way to portray himself as the “innocent lamb” that he never was. she literally told him her heart could not take it if he lied one more time and he fucking lied did he not? did he think the woman he has been obsessed with for two lifetimes (because he saw a fucking portrait in an abandoned warehouse - pure unhinged behaviour), someone he called his god his sun his world was a fickle woman who did not do as she said she would? did rein give that impression? wilhelm might have been helpless before but he certainly wasn’t when stole her revenge for himself (the sole purpose of which to reclaim the sense of autonomy lost when she was no longer the noblest lady in the land - the purpose she has been working towards her whole life) and he was not helpless when he backed her into corner despite her pleas to be let go and dont tell me that he was helpless when he raped her for three days. his first life was fucked up and not anything i would wish on my worst enemy but was hers somehow sunshine and roses? rotting away in a land she did not know clinging onto revenge she had no chance of succeeding falling into an inebriated stupor to beg a dead man for a miracle was better? i think i read about twenty consecutive comments saying something along the lines of rein lost her iq after michel died,,, you mean when she gave will a chance to come clean and he didn’t? you mean when rein was betrayed by yet another man? after the last time that happened which to everything that was dear to her was taken away over night? also i don’t understand the bashing ive seen over her being a bad mother to wilroy when theres been not one peep over wilhem being a shit fucking dad the man saw him twice in three years when she raised the boy for three years before handing him over (what was she going to do? say no to the emperor?) so yeah she has been no saint but to act like will loves her when it is his obsession that made her put that blade to her throat and slice because he is fucking radioactive waste is crazy. lets take deeper breaths and be a little more for real.