VenerableGreatLordofTrash November 2, 2025 7:20 am

Like imagine we’re reading from Juheon’s perspective, he’s been betrayed by both his mum and aunt in love before so he already has major trust issues. Dohu comes around and keeps pestering Juheon, then Juheon chooses to open himself up one more time to love before realising that Dohu has been using him for book inspiration this whole time. Maybe Juheon should have tried to hear Dohu out more but mind you unlike us as the reader Juheon can’t see dohu’s thoughts in nice little thought bubbles and Dohu’s obv not the most expressive. When they break up Dohu doesn’t even cry or anything (because Dohu takes a longer time to process his feelings) and since Juheon’s already been traumatised by his mum and aunt, he’ll assume it’s a pattern and that he’s just being used in love again.

Juheon also shortly after being heavily affected by his breakup gets threatened by his aunt. Breaking down again, he goes to look for Dohu which to him would’ve just seemed unresponsive because again, unlike us, Dohu seems unresponsive when he’s hugging him and crying and obviously he doesn’t see that Dohu eventually chasing after him.

And then flash forward to now, Juheon has the right to think Dohu got the job because of him because mind you Dohu had showed up multiple times at juheon’s agency before and got dragged to the police because of it (mentioned on ch. 69). But Juheon just tries to pretend not to know Dohu because they’ve broken up bro!! And not on really amicable terms either… why would he suddenly cling to Dohu again and beg for them to get back together? Realistically, Juheon’s not going to know how to properly process those feelings because he himself is very emotionally unstable due to his abandonment trauma.

I see many commenters bashing Juheon for telling Dohu to leave his job but I still think this is reasonable because Juheon would just’ve just continued to pretend he didn’t know Dohu and they would’ve probably kept to a professional relationship if it weren’t for Dohu provoking Juheon into facing him with that hot water thing. Juheon also only said hurtful things to Dohu more of as a reactionary thing just so that Dohu could leave him alone because again, Juheon is very traumatised and would rather push away Dohu then let himself be vulnerable and get hurt again.

Juheon also wouldn’t trust Dohu saying that he likes him and would question whether Dohu is being genuine because Juheon can’t read minds and with Dohu being as expressionless as he is, it would be extra difficult to tell. Additionally, his aunt also kinda those the same thing when she wants Juheon to play a good grandson for his grandfather so this distrust is reasonable.

Istg if this was another BL where Juheon was the pov we were reading from and the bottom, Dohu would be labeled as the red flag cold, pushy top who stalks Juheon. Not that I’m saying Dohu is bad either, I can probably write another essay arguing for Dohu as well lmao. Baseline is neither of them are in the complete wrong and neither of them deserves to grovel to get the other back in the stereotypical yaoi chasing arc. They’re both flawed, the circumstances just put them in a rough position and we just have to see how they can not only heal their relationship but also past traumas with each other.

I think we just expect too much out of Juheon because in an ideal love Juheon would be the exceptional one to understand Dohu even without Dohu really saying anything but it just don’t work like that sometimes.

VenerableGreatLordofTrash July 8, 2025 5:21 am

After the time skip is seems Jong woo is taller than Chang deok since our boy is quite a bit taller than his friend now (in chap. 21) who’s supposed to be 181cm and Chang deok is 185cm ლ(´ڡ`ლ)

VenerableGreatLordofTrash March 8, 2025 10:37 am

Sorry little guy their gonna make out not make up

VenerableGreatLordofTrash February 17, 2025 2:51 pm

I just read a bit of the novel and the ML really isn’t that bad, he’s irritatingly pushy at the start but he gets better and his intentions are actually pretty interesting

    Rover February 17, 2025 5:10 pm

    Where did you read the novel please

    LeRain February 17, 2025 5:28 pm

    Don’t lie, he only gets worse lmao. Especially when he starts assaulting MC just to piss him off.

    bop୨୧p February 17, 2025 5:36 pm
    Don’t lie, he only gets worse lmao. Especially when he starts assaulting MC just to piss him off. LeRain

    ....He does what :(

    midnight reader February 17, 2025 6:38 pm
    Don’t lie, he only gets worse lmao. Especially when he starts assaulting MC just to piss him off. LeRain

    Oh !

    dabeavce February 17, 2025 7:41 pm
    Don’t lie, he only gets worse lmao. Especially when he starts assaulting MC just to piss him off. LeRain

    SPOILER
    Pues es cierto que se pone más molesto cómo actúa cuando aun no identifica sus sentimientos hacia el MC, “assaulting” es una palabra qué involucra un daño físico considerable, y yo diría que la sensación de un beso difícilmente pueda crear un daño físico considerable.

    Natuchipss February 17, 2025 8:01 pm
    SPOILERPues es cierto que se pone más molesto cómo actúa cuando aun no identifica sus sentimientos hacia el MC, “assaulting” es una palabra qué involucra un daño físico considerable, y yo diría que l... dabeavce

    Dónde se puede leer la novela? En inglés, si es posible

    nimms February 17, 2025 8:12 pm

    When he gets better I'll be better to him now he can get his arms chopped and I'll enjoy that

    ✨IDGAF✨ February 18, 2025 3:54 am

    Do you read it on nu?

    VenerableGreatLordofTrash February 18, 2025 10:08 am
    Where did you read the novel please Rover

    https://chrysanthemumgarden.com/novel-tl/sf/sf-45/
    Translations are not complete yet tho but manhwa stops around here

    deux February 18, 2025 4:58 pm
    Don’t lie, he only gets worse lmao. Especially when he starts assaulting MC just to piss him off. LeRain

    Yes lmao i'm so annoyed to the point i wanted to punch him many times while reading...and then, he's down bad when he started accepting his feelings towards MC..this brat

    winter February 25, 2025 1:35 am
    Yes lmao i'm so annoyed to the point i wanted to punch him many times while reading...and then, he's down bad when he started accepting his feelings towards MC..this brat deux

    He didnt assault him tho ???
    bro WHAT CH DID U SEE HE ASSAULT HIM
    Pushy yes but assault? Cmon now
    Unless i missed something then please tell me

    VenerableGreatLordofTrash February 25, 2025 10:17 am
    He didnt assault him tho ???bro WHAT CH DID U SEE HE ASSAULT HIM Pushy yes but assault? Cmon now Unless i missed something then please tell me winter

    Idk abt assault either, I might have missed something as well lol but honestly if it’s really physical assault I think mc has definitely (deservingly) hit the ml more

    deux February 25, 2025 10:42 am
    He didnt assault him tho ???bro WHAT CH DID U SEE HE ASSAULT HIM Pushy yes but assault? Cmon now Unless i missed something then please tell me winter

    i guess assault is a harsher term but he forcefully kissed MC many times(during the time he was still in denial with his feelings towards MC, and tends to treat MC with pull and push way). idk, if this is the same thing the other person mean

    mewhenieatzaza February 25, 2025 12:18 pm
    Don’t lie, he only gets worse lmao. Especially when he starts assaulting MC just to piss him off. LeRain

    Please explain more I've always hated the ml

    LeRain February 25, 2025 3:18 pm
    He didnt assault him tho ???bro WHAT CH DID U SEE HE ASSAULT HIM Pushy yes but assault? Cmon now Unless i missed something then please tell me winter

    He literally kisses him many times without his consent forcefully. It’s not just pushy, MC explicitly stated that he didn’t want it. ML also did this according to him as a form of punishment since he couldn’t hurt his tool (he really treated him like a literal object without feelings)

    LeRain February 25, 2025 3:19 pm
    i guess assault is a harsher term but he forcefully kissed MC many times(during the time he was still in denial with his feelings towards MC, and tends to treat MC with pull and push way). idk, if this is the s... deux

    Yeah, that’s what I mean. It’s sexual assault

    LeRain February 25, 2025 3:20 pm
    Please explain more I've always hated the ml mewhenieatzaza

    Basically he forcefully kissed MC many times, not in a hot way, he was an asshole towards MC and when MC wanted to have a conversation ML just sexually assaulted him.

    LeRain February 25, 2025 3:21 pm
    He literally kisses him many times without his consent forcefully. It’s not just pushy, MC explicitly stated that he didn’t want it. ML also did this according to him as a form of punishment since he couldn... LeRain

    I forgot to add, that he also wanted MC to punch him for some damned reason

    VenerableGreatLordofTrash February 25, 2025 10:53 pm
    He literally kisses him many times without his consent forcefully. It’s not just pushy, MC explicitly stated that he didn’t want it. ML also did this according to him as a form of punishment since he couldn... LeRain

    Ohhh I thought you meant physical assault, maybe I’ve been desensitised to it from reading too much BL but the kisses didn’t register as that bad in my head, my bad ╥﹏╥ I just liked how I felt his previous actions like lying to the mc and change in attitude to the mc was understandable because of his greater goals. I also liked how he became more clear with the mc on what he wants, I just like stories where both the ml and mc have a lot of issues but they slowly learn to care more for other people (ML) or accept themselves (MC)

VenerableGreatLordofTrash January 9, 2024 9:03 am

I thought my standards for him were low and I already thought he was bad but ML is beating my expectations by going even lower every chapter

MushiMori December 3, 2023 11:01 am

I went to look at the raw and it does not in fact say vagina. The speech bubble says “这家伙又舔了我的逆鳞。” this translates to “this guy is licking my reverse scale again”

Idk how “逆鳞” (Nì lín) got translated as vagina.

Reverse scale is supposed to be be the weak point of a dragon at a dragon’s neck

    MushiMori December 3, 2023 11:16 am

    Does anyone know how to contact the translator? I don’t really know how to do type setting but I can help with the translations if they’re having trouble with it

    Ur welcome December 5, 2023 2:13 am
    Does anyone know how to contact the translator? I don’t really know how to do type setting but I can help with the translations if they’re having trouble with it MushiMori

    On bato. This translation is from bato

MushiMori September 21, 2023 10:39 am

I WAS WAITING SO LONG FOR THIS TO GET TRANSLATED!!! IM SO HAPPY ITS HERE AHAHAHHAAHHAHA

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