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It's very unusual for an MC to realistically doubt their surrounding so late in the game. I really loved this scene. I usually loathe when tranmigrators 'confess' because it's so unrealistic and unneeded, but this wasn't a confession. It was something you hear in reality. People asking if it's okay for them to live, to be happy.
Hestia masked her depressing with a Mission, she wasn't obvious like Kael. But her traumas were very real since the start.