
Cole messed up big time and is a shitty human needing LOTS of therapy, but I don't know until where we should defend Alex? Cole did way too wrong and he's really childish, but I wish we could've seen more about Alex's bad sides too. At last, I liked the complexity of Cole's relationships, can't say much about Alex cuz we did not see much.

To be honest Alex’s bad side which honestly not that bad, was just him ignoring obvious signs that the other didn’t want him to donate sperm. And Alex admitted to not giving a damn about what he said or didn’t. But then he admitted his mistakes, whereas Cole is still hiding the fact he was given head.
So, yeah, I wish we had more of Alex’s bad sides too (besides any cheating because I can’t stand that), and I also wish we saw more of him wanting Cole. But that’s just me, I usually prefer tops that really want the other.
Then again, to stay with someone like Cole, you must really want them. I don’t know, I’m just rambling.
I reread this for the nth time and I cannot stand Cole sometimes. I feel the only way my heart will be relieved is side stories where they both have therapy, talk a bit about the past, Cole confessing the full truth of the cheating, and a more in depth discussion.
I NEED SIDE STORIES
Sorry, mean to like!