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I'm confused if the first chap of s3 is rape or consenting sex.
The top is forceful, the bottom doesn't seem to like it and then all of a sudden he takes the lead, then backs off again? Weird.

Regardless, the top is disgusting for using this man with a broken mental state like that.
But perhaps it's a way to make Jian kinda "snap out of it" (the endless circle of sex & drugs he's in). Idk.

Hope it's that, rather than just yet another top that sucks and a bottom with Stockholm syndrome...