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Volume 1: Endlessly frustrated by his position as a babysitter for sweet but useless young master Ry...
This is my kind of yaoi— the angst, the intense sex, and a little bit of romance BUT not the tragedy. I saw the tragedy tag but I thought it was still a happy ending because Miki was waiting for Tatsumi outside of prison not knowing it was just Tatsumi’s… I feel empty, staring into space and rethinking why the hell I am hurting myself by reading this. I personally like that it started with Tatsumi pov. His character was twisted I didn’t know how I would feel about him, he has a soft side but is mostly evil. Their sexual relationship from the start couldn’t be considered bdsm, that was a half-assed attempt. That was purely sexual violence. I cried for Miki, he had suffered so much. When he decides to turn over a new leaf with Tatsumi, it all crumbles down with just one swift of Ryouma’s hand. I wonder why it's rated so low, it’s heart-wrenching which means the author was able to make the readers feel the characters emotions. I liked the story but not something I will read again.