Heh ;)'s feed

I wanna know if there is bls where the seme is like super obsessed with the uke, head over heels, yearning type of shit. Like completely whipped. Like he can't live anymore or will kill himself if anything happened to that person.

And also, he's green with the uke, but red to everyone else. Bonus point if the uke didn't even know that 'red' side of him. And a super bonus point if he spoils and pamper him especially during sex. (No rape pls)