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Yeah I dont like the smut here. Its rape, he's saying no stop, it goes on longer than he wants and I don't care that he comes or if 'he's just saying no but he means yes' he is saying no and to stop. That's all it takes for it to be rape. This is an abusive relationship and I hate it. But I recognise that this is what the author was going for.
I recognise that nervous energy around the topic, not wanting to say no, feeling coerced into it to make them happy and not leave, dreading them going too far or w/e. Maybe this does it for some, but not for me. I don't like sehyuk and I dont even think he's attractive, the slicked backed hair is icky and I'm just not a fan at all.
Seriously, what is wrong with the mc liking the sex? Why can't we have him loving it at least at some point, why does he have to be tense and wanting it over with, all throughout? Because that's the bl norm? I hate it, I like everyone involved to be having fun the whole time, unless it's an agreed upon kink and is role-play. Or at least they acknowledge this hurt but also like it. Just rubs me the wrong way.