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I do that too but I don't do that much, I don't ham my hand okay! I know it's not right, I'm trying to not do it but it's hard..
I want to get rid of this habit of hurting myself for their attention, I don't have a trauma like that but I think it's because I dated someone who would NEVER pay attention to me unless it's urgent... But I'm trying I'm trying hard to not do that!!
My new partner is a green flag no, whole forest.. so they're very understanding to me