
It's incredible to have read their mangas before this and then this where it's such a incredible jump from like great mangas to something like incredible and beautiful, like a artists and written really maturing tackling themes incredible and just articulating a tenderness that's just a bittersweet melancholic uncertain love and beauty. Just feels like someone who's really honed their craft to make just an incredible piece of art. Even just in this one manga you can see their growth as a writen and artist. It's so nice and refreshing with how so many yaoi artists who try to do longer stories struggle and fail to force in new conflict instead of relying on their characters and themes instead of just adding in "oh this thing" for a cheap cliffhanger. It's why i in general why i prefer on volume yaois because it forces the artist to actually focus their story instead of like the popular webtoon format of just stumbling to stretch a story out at the expense of the story, but when a story can be long like this and breathe and be great it's truly something incredible.

I genuinely had to stop reading this by the end of volume two and wait until the whole thing finished because I legit started to feel bad and depressed with each cliff hanger and I put off reading it cus i was worried about actually finishing it, but I finally finished it now and yeah it's wonderful. It's so painful and headache inducing but man it's done so well and the writing is great and man thank got the author was nice enough to just let us have a last volume that's all nice as a beautiful catharsis to leave us with a warm feeling of hope that we all despite of the hurt and pain we cary, with all the guilt of everything wrong with us and that we've done, that despite all that we can still be loved.
kinda hate the friend honestly