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The seme that wants to take revenge to the uke by dating him or whatever it is and end up hurting or injuring the uke--but then the seme realize that he fall in love with the uke after he hurts the uke and he's feeling like 'Oh no! What have i done?!!'....any reccomend??

P.s : sorry for my bad english (=・ω・=)