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What I understand of this story is this:
Blonde and mc were in love with other as kids but each thought it was unrequited but they were drifting towards each other and on the verge of confessing their love for each other.
Blondie's twin brother destroyed all that.
He set it up for mc to find blindie and him kissing. Mc thought all the practice was for the brother and started to distance himself.
Then their lives parted. Blondie had to leave on a family/modeling work trip of some sort.
Mc...I guess he was a bastard being raised by another man. His homelife was already violent and this made it worse to the point he ran away.
Blondie came back and everything he knew and loved was gone. Mc couldn't be found and no one will help him. He heard rumors and mc's friend, in part trying to protect mc from whom he thought was scum, warned him away.
Blondie was absolutely heartbroken and fell into deep despair and became a sex deviant. At some point, his brother, who destroyed his relationship with mc, died.
I also get the feeling that blondie hates his brother. Maybe the brother laid hands on him?
He certainly doesn't seem to know anything about how his brother ruined his relationship with mc and basically messed up everyone's lives.
The reason blondie is so violent with the men he sleeps with is because he is using them to vent all the love, hate, anger, rage, grief, trauma, jealousy, etc on them.
He needs a therapist. They all do.
Everyone involved in this twisted situation needs therapy.
Bottom line. Blondie and mc are STILL in love with each and still think it is unrequited. And they are both using each other in various means instead of COMMUNICATING about the past and how hurt they both were in thinking that they both were being used by the guy they loved in school.
Blondie and mc could be in a happy and healthy relationship with each other immediately except they are both hurt from having their love spurred by the other and blondie is way more messed up now than before and only knows how to use sex to vent.
They just need to TALK to each other. Just say, I was in love with you in school but I realized you just used me for sex and even 10 years later I still love you.
Then they can further talk and realize what happened to their relationship and why and start working on the now.
But instead we are going to have x amount of chapters of them hurting each other because they refuse to admit how hurt they were and how much they still love the other because unrequited love burns and destroys you in various ways because you have given up on ever having love and will settle for crumbs when the whole cake is within reach if only you reach for it.
Buckle up. We are in for a world of hurt with this story.