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You're not signing in to listen to my frustrations, so I don't blame you if you respond with "i don't care".
Buuut.
I too was very into sports as a kid and was winning over everyone at anything sports related and was very competitive and loved every sport i could try (except swimming maybe). I especially loved running and mountain climbing, been doing them since little. And I truly truly truly understand MC in his frustration at becoming an omega and realizing what limitations you will have in the future im the things you love to do. I too felt immense frustration once I grew past the age where all kids are the same and started to see the differences between girls and boys. I hated it when I started growing boobs because they hurt so much when I run now at my top speed, except if I strangle myself with a sports bra, but then I can't breathe properly. I hated it when I realized my legs can only grow whis long and my back will only be this wide. I still, in my late 20s, google the advancements in surgery and the prices to see if I can get rid of whatever part of my reproductive system i need to rid myself of to get rid of the painful periods that leave me unable to do any sports 6 days a month on a good month, having kids be damned. Fwy, I'm fine, never went for professional sports and now lead a perfectly happy life.Sports like running mountain and rock climbing are hobbies i love, not my entire life.

But
So if I were to find out someone has been so called "supporting me" by secretly putting testosterone or other steroids in my breakfast to help me keep up with my dreams and now I'm realizing I'm dependent of them and can't do the things I was so proud of myself for being able to do, I can't do them at that same level and might be able to only of i rely on the bastard who did that without my consent....well I WOULD BE MURDEROUS.

forget forgiving him, no getting it on with him regardless of him only wanting to help, I would rather stab myself than let him help when in dire need.

And for MC is much much worse because he wants to go to the olimpic games. those sports are his life. his worlddddd, to quote the title. he is now stuck having to chose between 1 - getting help fro the guy who basically drugged him, let him think he can deal with pheromones easy peasy, and kept him from learning how his own pheromones work and how to protect himself, and 2- giving up hos life's dream. I am too proud to pick 1, I'd rather choose to burn down everything, but mc will probably not, and in the real world that shitty choice would eat at hos pride and his sense of self worth and I feel so much for him I literally wanted to cry at ch 3.

so I can't appreciate this manga. I'm gonna go read Koi O Hitokuchi again

also, ml is a selfish bitch but he was a kid when he started doing it, it was never out of evil intentions, i know

Does anyone remember what happens to who if the dragon dule marries the wrong person? meaning the one not fated to them?

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Awww so he's actually a coma patient stuck in that hospital since childhood, bet that's the route we're going on (づ￣ ³￣)づ

When the king said there can't be 2 suns in the empire I definitely though he would start pushing for Cher to marry the crown prince to keep the power in the family, instead he just made her a noble, forgive me but how on earth does that solve the issue???? she's literally allowed to marry the king's nephew and she's ultra strong and people think of her as a god, literally if she wanted to stage a rebellion she'd get that done and over with in a day. how stupid, don't bring out that plot point if you're just gonna let it hand in the air unsolved.

anyway this was very mid and I'm really angry about the fashion in it too because she's the only one sometimes dressing like a 40yo hoghclass milf from current day while the rest are keeping it medieval-inspired, be fucking consistent please, or at least give a reason why she looks like that, no witch is not a reason enough

Guys I'm gonna have a bit of a crashout about the art style in some of these korean webtoons since the plot is not plotting and just the sex is there to look at. ignore it if you're a fan of the artstyle

This is BL, aka boys love, aka they both should be male, and I'm annoyed so many artists nowadays just draw a stereotypical male lead seme and then a woman with no boobs but a small dick vaguely attached and short hair as uke.

So im so many, this one too, what we get for the role that takes the dick (uke is a Japanese term so it might not be right to say uke, idk) is hellishly short compared to the ML counterpart, but then the women are shown to be EVEN shorter then him, cuz you know, he's still supposed to be male,and then never shown standing tall next to the ml because then it would be obvious that there's like a full meter between regular woman no.1 and ml. talk about height fantasies, we get women at 1.4m or something and male lead at the dreamy 2.4m. some webtoons is fine, I can take stories about overly small people, but it's in so many and they're never treated as of they're particularly small. just the ml thinks they're cute.

then we have the skinny with no muscle on whatsoever, bubble butt and wide hips, pale white skin and red blushing checks. literally the beauty standards for any kpop girly star. except the kpop ones are supposed to be tall. standard of beauty for korean girlfriends. and someone please please please draw some actual eyebrows on the guy, what os ot with the dainty ness of those faces, really. and on the other side, ML always has the thunderbolt thick eyebrows cuz them manly hairs.

and to critique the ml as well, what the fuck os with that towering height. pretty sure you would have trouble fitting into the cockpit chiar my guy. and he must, must be spending 2 hours every day in the gym to maintain the muscles. yes yes, i know, the muscle part is literally everywhere, ever manga manhwa webtoon, we get toned everywhere in asia. we even get skinny everywhere else but still with abs, those are actually funny.

anyway anyone else noticed they're tanned only when they're supposed to be manly? working the fields all of them. cuz none of them are described as being mixed black or other brownish ethnicity.

AND THE DICKS. damn it is throbbing and about to explode constantly if it's meant to go into that bubble butt, but if it's a useless appendice, that it's so small and smooth and ball less. why tho? we're literally here because we want to see dicks.

And yes, i know it is not all webtoons, some are perfectly well thought out and natural, but enough are like this to actually piss me off, and for some reason this is where I decided to complain.

And don't get me wrong, the art IS BEAUTIFUL, the coloring is on point and the expressions are most of the time very expressive and emotion filled, and the movements are fluid. I am happy with it, but just because something is good doesn't mean it can't receive criticism, and that it can't be better..

Anyway thanks for coming to my ted talk, you're free to dislike it (〜￣△￣)〜

Okay, if it was me, I would've been truly angry. Gods better stay out of my thoughts because I'm rampaging insults at them, my faith truly at it's lowest.

Maybe I'm petty, but original yujin lived his family and worked hard on the relationships he had back in original world, and all of those were just taken over by Eugene. I would be fuming seeing my parents love a fake and knowing I can't receive that love anymore. Not angry at Eugene, but at the situation. And yujin also put himself on a path there, like college and stuff, that Eugene completely fucked up, so even if he were to return, he wouldn't get his world back, it would be a world changed and partially not belonging to him. O that choice wouldn't be fair at all and if would frustrate me to no ends.

I don't even know if that is still available, but didn't the crappy gods also said that the whole magical world would die if Yujin decided he wants back home? so if the kidnapped victim still wanted to return, he would also be straddled with that guilt, aside from returning to a world changed by someone else.

I mean, Eugene seems to understand that and keeps apologizing again and again, because he knows what he wants yujin to choose bu also knows he has no right to ask for that, as he only benefited from that fall down the stairs. literally, the guy only had asked yujin to look after his butler, nothing else he seemed to miss.

Anyway my point is, fuck the gods, yujin rules.

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children, please, let's try walking this beautiful world as freaking adults. Can you really not think before you speak? tho I am amazed how uke managed to make seme go from "you're treating me like mult father, my feelings don't matter to you" which was true, the words came out of uke's mouth without doubt, to "oh shit I'm the asshole who started this frivolous relationship". bo darling, you proposed it, he accepted it, you're equally stupid on that part

IDK, to me it really doesn't matter when exactly the mobster starts having romantic feelings for YW, even if we are to find out he has just now started to. YW was still a child when he started ro interact with him, and he has had a and at how hos future developed, even if just by now getting hom a bearing or two. now we just found out he really (I'm guessing, next episode we'll know for sure) helped him with a place to live and was in his life kinda constantly, or recurentely at least. so YW is a person he has had an influence on from child to adult, to me it will never sit well if he developed romantic feelings for him. it just won't. meeting vaguely when one is a child and the other an adult (by 25 your brain is fully developed, so fully an adult) and then meeting again as both adults and that's when you start a relationship - that is fine. but this, even without the last episode knowledge, is not. it's just not fine for me

this is bullshit, there's no way you can take off those tight over the ankle pants over those heels, my man would've have had to go "wait let me put my heels back on, it's sexy-er like that" (〜￣△￣)〜

noooo, I doooon't care about the old maaaan
I just wanted to see seoin's reaction to the article, but we get pedo in the making instead.

that felt so wrong... I mean, since uke doesn't remember, for him it's basically having a friend/ former colleague break into your apartment, use your kitchen, u say ok weird but gonna let it slide cuz food and friendship, then he jumps you and forces you even tho you say no...and insist it you who's weird because you accepted this before...I expect a lot of guilt from silver head in the morning

Okay this devolved into such wish fulfilment fantasy. And the rich overnight part pisses me off. Like yeah, get rich overnight by inheriting a fortune or discovering some lost treasure Count of Monte Cristo style, but a gold mine? and an untapped one? first, how tf is is untapped when you dig a couple of days and get a couple of buttloads of gold, could've tripped over that shit and figured it out. Second, let's say no one has ever seen how glittery gold the water from that mountain is, developing a mine still takes time my dear, and there's a limit to how much I personally believe you can get on credit. Like... the creditor has to truly believe that goldmine is bottomless to borrow you so much money that you can just go around mansion-shopping. And she's supposed to have grown up poor but be smart, yet she's spending that money like she gonna die tomorrow. I know I know, I'm just being way too expectant of this story, truth is she has a gold mine so now she's hella rich overnight. Great.
I'm actually fine with stupid obsessive ex main lead character being stupid and obsessive, and she deals with him fine, it's the other guy that sucks. Like, he's all "I'm in love with you cause you're so independent and cool" but also he does everything for her and is there to save her from anything. Had she not done the whole love letter trick to the crazy one ro win the trial, I would've said she's quite useless. But she's fine, it's him that's a violent walking cliche.
Anyway this is boring and i bet i can predict the rest if the story. Everyone suddenly simps over her (as they've been doing up to now), duke father of crazy one is the main villain of the story, son kills father but doesn't get full pardon from the story, at some point we'll have author ex machina to talk about how there's a hidden force that makes people act according to novel, she has to decide whether to stay in the story or go home because for some reason this is also an into-novel-transgression story, something gods of novel writing aka author turn out to be extra big bad final boss, everyone helps to win final fight but she deals final blow, then marriage side story, then kids side story. i think former fl gets forgiven. dunno, won't return, it was boring up to this chapter and it got me to not care for the characters.

Stockholm syndrome is a complicated thing that is hard to write well, not this simplistic stupidity. even adding masochistic wake up call doesn't cut it, the ending was so badly written. if you wanted a happy (sort of) ending, the twist should've been that all this tine they were a couple doing a kidnapping play and the flashbacks were from long long ago.
Anyway good porn I guess, just don't think much about the plot and you're gold.

I can never get into car sex, the reality of the act bothers me too much. Like, we are shown that these 2 men are huge...and cars are small... and my man was giving a blowjob and had his head all down in redhead's junk and I guess his whole body was just squeezed into the leg compartment for the copilot... (〜￣△￣)〜

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I am generally particularly angry about the fact that the rest of the world does not know that erna is trying to get a divorce and leave that asshole, and they still believe she's just recuperating in the countryside. To those who finished the novel (cuz I gave up when he was already in the countryside imposing like crazy on her and she was just taking it like a doormat, and yes I insulted her too) do they ever get to know? does it ever get out how trashy their beloved prince is? or does erna spend the rest of her life covering up his ass to protect that shining baby butt image?

Why do I hate this so much? like, the art is gorgeous and it even has a mystery plot.. but by the rime they get to the sex scenes I'm already too annoyed with the characters that I can't even look at them properly, I just skip to the end to spare myself some cringe

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