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brian is so nice actually i like him a lot and the relationship with sol is interesting too! i think many ppl r taking for granted brian and ian r different ppl and forgetting we still don’t know what route the author will take abt the reincarnation thing, we don’t even know if it’s smth he can avoid or if it’s bound to happen like calm tf down personally i’d like if brian and ian are the same because so much of ian’s life and his suffering revolve around his first life, it’s like he just came to be ian because of his past as brian… and it’d be just sad if the whole “sol waited 1000 years to meet brian again” star-crossed lovers set up was wasted… also while i understand ian’s feelings as “only ian” if he doesn’t get his memories back it’ll be just so uncomfortable to me (and for him honestly) to see any romance happening bc he will always have brian’s shadow behind him and that’s just unavoidable no matter how much we want that to not be the case