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I literally cried a lot while reading this. This story aligns to what I've experienced and yes, it's really hard to be a better person like she is rn. I locked myself up after my aunt and uncle blamed me of my grandmother's death even though the people around me says I'm not, she's the one who raised me, my parents are separated. I'm in my shs years that time and I'm really competitive in academics. I'm always drained everytime I go home, sometimes I will just fell asleep on my bed with exhaustion with my jeans on. But they will always ramble about the chores I haven't done. They will call me a bunch of slurs and etc. I injured that for 3 years.
Even right now, I still can't stop blaming myself everyday and I'll just keep crying about it and acts like nothing happened. I'm a sophomore now and living alone, I have my father supporting my daily need but we're definitely poor. It's much better than living in a house so stifling that can make sa living person insane.
The only differences is that we're poor and I haven't done any pranks.