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So I was reading the novel there is more details not a lot but like the novel is so well written u can feel what they living and metaphors are beautiful I wish I could write like this
Tho ngl I identify a lot more with Roana I'm clueless oblivious self centered person I try my best to be more considerate tho I'm at my twenties I feel like I'm learning thing teenage have learned
Idk how not be so oblivious to my surrounding I tend to forget people perceive me and I really hate people who tend to notice and nitpick every little details about action or words
I also don't know when someone is hostile towards me I feel that something is wrong but I can't point it
For exemple I was buying things this morning my neighbor who is few blocks away told me did u finish uni I was like