beta
This mc is the best definition of pathetic.
Run away without explanation, gets jealous without asking, tries to understand and believe everyone except the ml. Have low self esteem, no intelligence, all emotion, "subtly knows ml is putting himself in danger to look for him despite everyone saying mc is dead but still give no fucks and self pity", "got the fucking gut to ask another person if it's okay to guide ml who went bersek and will be executed for not accepting guiding from other people because this mc gets jealous" like babe free will? You dont want to? "wants him to be the only guide of the guild or else he will feel like he is not doing enough/ in short his ego will be hurt". Author is really doing their best to make the mc be irreplaceble for ml huh.
He can say he love the ml but all i know is that you wouldnt treat someone you love like that. It's about communication babe. Not all relationship starts where their love is equal. It's scary to be in a relationship with someone like mc who goes all in at first and them flips as time goes on because it takes experience and time with another to actually love someone.