
it's like im reading myself lol i was like juseok back then but in middle school though. iwas always the first every time, always the president and this guy just like nadeul always always the second place. he's always right next to me, being the vice president, whether it be in quiz beez, competitions, clubs, and such. i really really hated him that time because it seems to me that i was just a (scapegoat) for him idek why i felt this since he was soo popular, and people just love him more (handsome, athletic, intelligent and super friendly) and feel like im just at the top because i only excel more but he's always been the people's favorite. as much as i hated him back then, i also (ugh) liked him nonetheless i hate how conflicting my feelings are for him SO I RESONATE WITH JUSEOK SOOOO MUCH i hate how he's so good at everything and i always have to compete with him yet at the same i also like him and i didn't even know when it started. reading this feel like witnessing us. i graduated valedictorian and he's the salutatorian and im so glad (and not) that we separate ways in high school yet over the years and still now it's like im living at his shadow. the only thing that separates us from nadeul and juseok is we didn't get drunk or kissed and end up in someone's bed (we did held hands tho and he was my partner even in dancing

as much as i love 3p, i just lean more for mitsu and tate like bro's been yearning for year and y'all just started idk at least not since ur kids and my boi mitsu has been there pining for him since they're 10 or smth and i just feel like hachi isn't in love with mitsu, just worships him and tate doesn't even have a reason why he likes hachi ONLY MITSU FEELS LEGIT TO ME IDKKKK PLS NO 3P OR AT LEAST DON'T LET MITSU DOWNN

seme like this is a breath of fresh air like i really really love lin li he's soooo gentle and doesn't act like some dominant shit and not doing the typical top its just he feel sooo normal like an actual human being lol my no. 1 for sure i won't forget this (pls give us more lin li and healthy relationships)

don't get me wrong guys but i've had enough of basically almost everything on this website that's always showing the top a simp, the one who fell first, the one who do the chasing, the one who's toxic, the one who's horny every fucking time LIKE COME ON finally i saw this on tiktok and i saw *finally* a top that has common sense and isn't a horny bastard. (and an uke that is RARE. REALLY RARE) so i am absolutely in love with this story and i can't wait for the updates!!! (also i loooved how there's no instant love)

okay sooo the way characters are set is not exactly the SAME but it's pretty close:
Chou to Hana no Kankeisei (manga). Hummmm it's good for what it is and the seme is pretty nonchalant and doesn't really do the chase. And they really put their brains at work when they have to ig
Between the lines (ig u know it cuz it's ongoing and pretty popular) Really like the uke.
There Are No Bad Dogs in the World THE ART, THE STORY IS SO GOOD IT MAKES ME SICK TO MY STOMACH. I stopped reading at chp18 cuz I can't bring myself to wait 7days between the chapters. I DIDN'T EVEN WANTED TO START IT BUT I COULDN'T HELP IT. Bcuz i read:
(btw,the top is doing the chasing or HE thinks he's doing it ?

also btw if anyone wants something like this try reading also:
checkmate: the bottom is obsessed with the seme, he's like a stalker sometimes
frey! : imagine under the green light but in reverse
projection: typical poor seme rich uke but! the roles are reversed and also seme's gorgeous here
boy to boy: seme has a crush on other guy and the uke has been loving seme since childhood (there's more to the story)
no arguing with mr. mo: ending unsatisfactory BUT its your typical ceo-secretary plot altho the uke is the ceo and the one's chasing and falls in love first
trapping the foxy doctor: SEME IS CROSSDRESSER, really gorgeous and uke fell first and fell harder lmao he's a simp for seme for real
bc idk man it has that feeling or maybe bc i've been reading and watching angst also, the seme reminds me of that one from banana fish AAAAA and honestly ilwoo's eyes r so expressive like it made me feel smth's goin to happen to him soon like if that shit is the mc's backstory, how much more the ml???